Saturday, September 11, 2010

My First FF~

Yoyoyo~ This is my first FF of all! After thinking too long finally I've got a very nice idea LOLOL~ But before you read my FF, please take a note/warning below..
WARNING:
This is not 100% my idea, hmm maybe 85% *plakked*
No guarantee for not being able to sleep etc (?) XD
Don't take it too serious, this is just a fiction (even though myself hoping this for being true >//<) I apologized if my English is not very good, I'm still learning like all of you~ Enjoy my FF! :D

Genre: Romance
Rated: 15+ PG



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Cast:


  • Choi Minho
  • Me (?!) XD
  • Lee Donghae
  • Krystal (this character is not that important here 3:D)
  • another SHINee member~
  • etc.




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It's almost a week I haven't met my jagiya, my beloved Choi Minho. Ahhh~ maybe this is one of the risk of being a singer's GF. I miss him already now. Whenever my phone starts ringing, I always hoping that it would be him. I began checking my phone, once again. Last call from him: 4 days ago. Last text message he sent: 2 days ago, and the content is just saying he is fine, and he's been missing me during this week we are separated.

I start this day, without him again and I feel so empty. Until I unintentionally found a piece of paper spreading on the ground outside the dorm. What is this? I wondered. The headline title is “SHINee’s Choi Minho is going out with f(x)’s Krystal?” I froze while reading it. Is it true or it’s only a gossip made by reporters? My face gone red unconsciously and threw that paper away. What kind of day is this? When he is gone and I was being alone, missing him along this week and suddenly I found that kind of news! This will surely be a bad and long day for me to spend alone.

After a long and tiring day, I went back to dorm after work. When I reached the kitchen to take some food, I was surprised. There’s somebody in there!
“Jagiya~ Miss me?” Ah, so it was Minho.

“Eh? You’re back already?” Suddenly I remembered the headline title of the paper I found in the street this morning.

“Why aren’t you look so happy, yeobo-ah?” He found my face’s a little upset.

“How’s your day without me, heh?” I changed the topic quickly.

“Ya, you haven’t answered me~”

“Nothing. I’m going to take a shower then” I left the kitchen and headed to the bathroom, but before I reached it, he grabbed my hand. “Let’s go somewhere. Since I’m already here”

“But..” Before I finished my sentence, he’s already pulled my hand and took me out. “Where are we going?” He then stopped walking.

“Jagiya, close your eyes.” I nodded and then close both of my eyes. “Don’t open it until I say so. Arasseo?” I nodded once again. Then I felt his arms are holding me, headed somewhere I had no idea. “Okay, you may open your eyes now, my princess *KYAA!*

I followed what he said, slowly opening my eyes. The other SHINee members are there, wearing waiter’s costume. Omona, they look freaking good in that. And there was a dining table, with mouth-watering food served with two candles..*pokoknya candlelight dinner lah! dgn waiter2nya yaitu SHINee member gyaaa! okay I’d better shut up XD*

I was so fluttered in a moment. “You..prepare all this for me?”

“Of course I did. Now sit down, my princess *again? >//<*”

“If you need us, don’t hesitate to call us. We’ll leave 2 of you here.” Key spoke like a real waiter. What did I dream last night?

I was still so speechless. “You may eat now, yeobo. Don’t just looking at the food. Haha” Minho broke the silence.

“Ah, ye.. gomawoyo yeobo” I blushed. And then we passed the night just like that. I was happy today as I started to forget about what I see this morning~

*Cerita di atas cuman basa-basinya kkkk~ Ini nih cerita yg sebenarnya XD*
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The next following week, Minho took me to the SM Building. I looked around. Yea, this is such a big building, and lots of great artists work here. And guess what.. we met Donghae of Super Junior, and he was my ex btw, and the most horrible thing is I never told Minho before. But that’s not a really big deal, right?

“Hyung!” Mwo? Why must he call him? Argh, otteokhajo?

“Minho-ah! How are you?” Donghae replied Minho’s greet, and whoops.. he saw me! I’m dead..

“I’m fine, hyung. So you’re back from Singapore’s Super Show 3? Wasn’t that a good time?” Urgh, Minho, please stop talking to him! I feel like running from that place right now! Omo~

“Yeah, it was great. And who’s that girl? Is she your girlfriend?” Donghae spotted me! Oh I hope he doesn’t remember me.. please save me God!

“Erm.. oppa, sorry I have to go to the restroom.” I quickly ran to the nearest restroom. My heart feels like going out from my chest. “Oh God, please at least make Donghae oppa shut his mouth and not tell Minho that I was his ex.. Or.. Don’t make Minho oppa upset even though he knows it” I kept praying. How long I should hide here?

After a long time hiding, maybe about half an hour (how insane is this) I dared myself to go out from this toilet. As soon as I walk slowly, Minho is waiting for me outside SM Building. His face was red, like keeping an anger. Was he angry because I was too long in the toilet? Or is there another reason? Suddenly I felt a bad feeling.

“Yeobo-ah, let’s go.”

“Where are we going?” Suddenly my legs start shaking. Why am I feeling this way? God, I hope there’s no bad thing happened while I was hiding.

“You’ll know it soon” He chukled, then pulled my hand. I couldn’t speak any words. As long as we’re heading to the place he took me, we’re not talking to each other.

“We’re here” It was a park behind the building. There’s someone else sitting on the bench. It’s.. Donghae! My jaw feels like dropping out from my mouth. “So.. what hyung said was true?” Suddenly Minho asked me that kind of question.

“What do you mean?” I was so shocked hearing that question. Did Donghae tell Minho about that?

“Don’t pretend that you didn’t know what was going on.”


“I really don’t understand what’s happening!” Now all of my body parts are shaking.

“Is that true? You were hyung’s girlfriend?”

“Ex-girlfriend actually. But there’s nothing between us anymore..”

“What about the promise we made 5 years ago?” Donghae began to speak up. He was trying to take up about our past. He continued, “You promised to marry me. But why did you leave me? And now you’re dating my hoobae?” Oh, how dare he spoke like that.

“I didn’t leave you. You’re the one who avoided me. Why should I wait for you then?” I defended myself, but that’s the truth! His manager didn’t like our relationship. And Donghae didn’t even try to keep it.

“But promise is a promise!” I froze when hearing that statement.

“I know.. but you didn’t try to keep our relationship!”

“Okay, enough. Hyung, congrats for finding the person you loved. I wish both of you happiness. I’m going home now, bye.” Minho cut our conversation.


“Oppa, listen to my explanation first. There was nothing between us now! You must believe me..”

“Why should I believe you when you’re not open to me and be honest to me! And one more thing, I really hate a person who can’t keep their promise. I don’t want to see you anymore.” He then left me and Donghae alone.

I chased him and grabbed his hand. He quickly let it go. “At least please let me explain to you first!” I finally screamed. I can’t take it anymore. My tears starting to flow down. But he won’t listen.

“I said I don’t want to meet you anymore” His voice was so low.

“So it’s over now? You really want this to happen?” I stared him on the eyes. He didn’t answer, instead he left me, again. My feet was freezing. I decided to came back to the park where Donghae was waiting there. Then I punched him on the face. *Donghae oppa! Mianhaeeeee XD*

“You’re satisfied now? He left me now. It’s over. You did it. I don’t want to meet you anymore like he didn’t want to see me.” I stepped out from that park, but his hand caught mine.

“Don’t go. I didn’t know that it would be like this. I’m sorry, but can’t you see that I still love you? My feelings since we first met hasn’t changed at all. Trust me. I love you more than he did.”

“You always think about yourself. That made me start to hate you. You said you love me but you never think about my feeling.”

“I’ll change my attitude, I promise. Please give me one more chance to fix it all”

“I already gave you that chance, but you wasted it. Enough, there’s no need to fix it all.” I let go of his hand, but he pulled me back and hugged me.

“Stop doing it!” I screamed.


“At least, please let me hug you for the last time” After a few seconds, I quickly released his hug.

“Maybe I’ve ever fallen in love with you, but not as big as I do to Minho now. If you really love me, you’ll let me go and be happy for me. When somebody you love is happy, you’ll be happy too. That’s the real meaning of love. And you never realized it! You didn’t really love me.” I lectured him. He couldn’t answer. After that, I left him. I quickly called a taxi and went home. I couldn’t hold my tears anymore. I really can’t understand why Minho was that easy to be affected? As long as I arrived at home, I cried as hard as I could...


-------TO BE CONTINUED-------

Fiuh~ Part one is done! So what do you all guys think? Is it boring? Or the story's bad? Jeongmal mianhae, since this is my first time writing an FF. I hope you all enjoyed it, and please do anticipate the part 2. I guarantee, it will be more interesting! Once more, I'm sorry if the story's not as good as you're all expecting >.< Gamsahamnida and annyeong~ *bow*