Campuraduk in the 16th

What day is it???? Saturday? Okay, right. Malem minggu! That's also right. But more important and specificly, IT'S MY BORNDAY!! Yeah!!! *not-so-important*

Btw dear chingudeul, oppadeul(?), saengideul(??), eonnideul(???) thanks all for the wishes! Love ya :*

Finally.. Recovered from Cough!!

Maybe this is just a usual disease, but a little makes us suffered. Yeah, it's all about food. I can't eat crispy food. LOL. This has lasted for more than 2 weeks, so I'm excited. 

Last week, I went to movies and you know. What's good about movies? Yesh!!! The companies!! It's the food! Sweet Caramel Popcorn or Shihlin crispy chicken. But I didn't eat anything. Positive thing: it helps my diet. And do you wanna know? During my first double performance, I coughed too much that it was really disturbing. Sh*t. But bye-bye cough.. No more medicine, no uhuk-uhuk. ROFLMAO~

Can't wait for my upcoming birthday! Nothing special, but I can do double performance. As much as I want!!

Ciao~ (by the way, I hate Mondays!!)

Dear Cassiopeia

I actually wanted to write this since a week ago, but I've just thought of writing it now. Well, looking at the title, yes, it's for all of Cassies around the world. Not only Cassies, actually, but all of existing fandoms as well.

First, don't feel offended, it's just my opinion. It doesn't deserve praises or bashes. I just want to let out my thought. Don't take it too seriously, too. If this can open your eyes and heart, it would be better.

WARNING: Once more it's only my thought and feeling. Don't like, don't read. No bashing!

Most Unforgettable Dream

English or Indonesian mode? Capcipcupkembangkuncupkudalarikejepitpintu okay, better Indon. XD

Usually, I would never remember my dreams before. But if it's too good, I guess I would never forget it. Like this one, hihiw..

1. Donghae n Kyuhyun in my dream

Thank You (+ 1st D.P.)

My Blog's Audience

WOW. Really. WOW!!! I couldn't speak any words.. So many foreigners seeing my so-freaky-yet-unimportant blog.

Bonus post: 16 March 2011 - 1st Double Performance

PS2 Deja-vu (The Lost Playstation2)

What a cheesy title.. LOL~

Bad News Good News

BGM Song: Wanna - KARA *just wanna think about, I wanna think about..* #abaikanthisplease

Okay, the title was inspired by miss A's Bad Girl Good Girl. Just like the title.. is it a good news or bad news?

Like you know.. I'm a super-girl *BGM music changed to Super Girl* I mean.. I love doing many things I love, of course. And one of them is writing, either writing short stories, fanfictions, even a novel but it's never done (for novel only). What I want to discuss now is my fanfictions.

I wrote based on my own imagination, but some or lots of them are inspired by drama, or real situation, or even others' stories (doesn't mean PLAGIARIZING). And it's started from reading. Yeah, if a writer doesn't like reading then how can they become a writer? And they are such great authors. I sometimes envy them - how can they make such great stories? Though some people say that my stories are good, or even a 'fan' of my stories especially my fanfictions. But sadly... this is what I'm going to say, I've also thought about this so many times. (BUT PLEASE TAKE NOTE THAT I'M NOT DOING IT YET, IT'S STILL BEING DECIDED)

S.C.R.E.A.M!!!!!!!!

This day is super-duper SUCKS!!!!!! Know why? Okay, simple. What do you feel when you can't do something you like to do? This 'something' means something good. Good for yourself (?). ARGH. As long as it's still good. Whatever. And when the opportunities of doing it is low, but it's always near you. I mean... ARGH *part 2* hard to explain!!! Okay, lemme tell the thing. Pump It. Ha. If you're really know me you must've known about this.

New Method to Learn Double Performance *bitter-laugh*

My partner and I can't go to PV often and visit our lovely Pump It machine and guess what.. found a new method to learn DP!!

Interested to know? No? Oh, crap..

It's LEARNING VIA YouTube!! *tadaaaaaaaaaaaa*

First target: Pumptris (8bit)


Second: Sorceress Elise


Last but not least... TEPRIS!


No Pump It machine or carpet? Don't worry, what's the use of your own ceramic floor? HAHAHAHAHAHA. (just draw the arrows on your ceramic floor, but careful.. use the boardmarker and don't let your parents find out about what you do)

DON'T TRY THIS AT HOME!! *evil-stressful laugh*

Super Junior M - 太完美(Perfection)

全：她迷住我视线
她迷住我视线

源：在爱情里的宝藏被我发现
你就是我寻找的稀世宝贝
贤：你就不断地在正反我世界
连冰块遇见你都燃起火焰

Henry：太过心急不对 
赫：用力爱会碎
Henry：太过缓慢不对
赫： 我随你进或退

海：哦太完美 你眼里我出现
哦不让谁 替我在你身边
Woah woah oh~
觅：你的眉眼你的侧脸
你的颈间你的妩媚
你的一切从头到尾 我已沦陷

贤：我的心变成了口袋的一面
Just for you 不停的给不停的给
旭：这样子爱你到底是对不对
我一边疑惑一边更加迷恋

敏：太过心急不对
赫：用力爱会碎
敏：太过缓慢不对
赫：我随你进或退

贤：哦太完美 你眼里我出现
哦不让谁 替我在你身边
Woah woah oh~
Henry：你的眉眼你的侧脸
你的颈间你的妩媚
你的一切从头到尾 我已沦陷

贤：哦太完美
哦不让谁
哦太完美

觅：每次见面是脉搏就当机了
它在我全身狂跳不由己

海敏Henry：一直跳 一直跳 想见你
一直跳 一直跳 喜欢你
一直跳 一直跳 都是你
一直跳 一直跳 我爱你
一直跳 一直跳 一直跳 一直跳

敏：太过心急不对
旭：用力爱会碎敏：太过缓慢不对
旭：我随你进或退

源：哦太完美 你眼里我出现
哦不让谁 替我在你身边
Woah woah oh~
贤：你的眉眼你的侧脸
你的颈间你的妩媚
你的一切从头到尾 我已沦陷

赫：Bounce to the music let your feet go round
To the floor and Imma break it down
Lemme in, lemme show you all my bling bling and all my kicks kicks baby dance with me

Henry：Boom boom boom can I get another clap clap clap let’s go
Shake ya body move ya body pick your feet up
Imma (旭：Yeah yeah~) move to the groove baby Imma go all out

海：给我说你想我 给我说你爱我
给我说你想我 说你想我 给我说你爱我 (贤：Yeah yeah~)
给我说你想我 给我说你爱我给我说你想我 给我说你想我 给我说你爱我

Tohoshinki - Doushite Kimi wo Suki Ni Natte Shimattan Darou

Doushite kimi wo suki ni natte shimattandarou
Donna ni toki ga nagarete mo kimi wo zutto
Koko ni iru to omotetta noni
Demo kimi ga eranda no wa chigau michi


Doushite kimi ni nani mo tsutaerarenakattandarou
Mainichi maiban tsunotteku omoi
Afuredasu kotoba wakatteta noni
Mou todoukanai


Hajimete deatta sono hikara
Kimi wo shitteita ki ga shitanda
Amari ni shizen ni tokikonde shimatta futari


Doko ni iku nori mo isshou de
Kimi ga iru koto ga touzen de
Bokura wa futari de otonaninatte kita
Demo kimi ga eranda no wa chigau michi


Doushite kimi wo suki ni natte shimattandarou
Donna ni toki ga nagarete mo kimi wo zutto
Koko ni iru to omotteta noni
Mou kaerenai


Tokubetsuna imi wo motsu kyou wo
Shiawase kao de tatsu kyou wo
Kirei na sugata de kami sama ni chigatteru kimi wo


Boku janai hito no tonari de
Shukufukusareteru sugata wo
Boku wa douyatte miokureba ii no darou


Mou doushite kimi wo suki ni natte shimattandarou
Ano koro no bokura no kokoro
Mou modoranai
Kangaeta (mou modoranai) kangaeta


Doushite kimi no te wo tsukami ubaenakattandarou
Donna ni toki ga nagarete mo kimi wo zutto
Boku no yuko ni iru hazu datta
Mou kaerenai


Sore demo kimi ga boku no soba hanareteite mo
Eien ni kimi ga shiawase de iru koto
Tada negatteru
Tatoe sore ga donna ni sabishikute mo
Setsunakutemo

Happy Valentine's Day?

Eherm.. Is it Valentine?! Oh, yes.. Nothing special.


Well well, I won't post about Valentine coz it's really has no meaning for me. Things I used to love the most about Valentine is chocolate. But now, not anymore. Remember, I'm on a strict you-know-what? Hahahahaha.. But today I had some unique moments!! El-ow-el!!!!

1. I had a super nightmare, physics test!! I won't tell too much about this, so the morning started with it, and what I thought is 'What the hell is this Valentine? Maybe this is the way my teacher gave, instead of chocolate, tests would be better, HAH'
2. I met my friend's sister, her name's Soraya. Well, I'm not really close with that friend anymore, but Soraya still recognizes me! Gosh, she's getting cuter and.. chubbier? LOL. But she's still effing cute.
3. This is the funniest part. Nichie and I are going to our twin friends' house. But since no one could pick us up to their house, we went there by bajaj. Like you know, bajaj is so narrow, small, noisy, and it smells so good bad. And, we have to go by that, 4 people!! Can you imagine, even with 3 people, we'll already going to be like pepes, and now there are 4 of us. Luckily, we are not that big so we were able to sit by 4. But Marina had to sit a little uncomfortably. ROFLMAO. We won't tell how we look like, it's just so hilarious XD

Lastly, I suddenly have an idea to write a novel. Actually this was my dream since I was still elementary school, but it has never been true. I used to write a magic novel (when I was still an otaku) but it was abandoned, once more. This time I'd be more serious. But my novel would be private, hahahahahhaa..

Happy Valentine's Day~

bagi yg merayakan *dgn berat hati (?)*

Sweet Temptation

The title is like a K-drama, right? Hands up if you're a K-drama lover. *so not me*

Actual topic is, I am on a strict diet! Don't take this too seriously, like I'm really an over-weight person or what. Or I was trying to act like a model. Not-at-all! But it's just.. yeah, I'm getting fatter n fatter. I used to ignore this but now I'm freakin' out!!! Coz everyone started to realize that I'm getting.. you know.. you-know-what! (if Harry Potter has 'You-Know-Who', than mine is 'You-Know-What'!)

Double Performance, are we really meant to be? - Part II "Plan ABC"

Phew~ Akhirnya saya bisa post dgn lebih detail karena dah ga terburu2 lagi, kkkk~

So, saya akan bahas dan kupas tuntas plan A dan B.

Double Performance, are we really meant to be?

Kay, postingan kilat kali ini.

Dari kemaren kita udah rencanain buat ke PV n ke Timezone, of course, buat Double Performance. En bai de wei, kalo pada bingung kenapa gw ga sekolah hari ini.. Well, hari ini cuman lomba perayaan imlek n valentine jadinya gw bolos *don't try this at home*.

Seperti biasa, Nichie, my partner, and I, langsung ambil kesempatan ini buat kita pergi latian DP (Double Performance ya, bukannya Dewi Persik) secara Timezone kalo weekend tuh ramenya ga ketulungan. Hari ini syukur2 cmn sekolahan gw yg bikin lomba ga jelas n ga penting itu. Ya so pasti bakal sepi nan senyap disana, woohooo!!!

They're the B-E-S-T Sistar!!

Everyone might know I'm a biggest fan of Kara and SNSD.. But this rookie group also steals my heart. >.<

They are.. *dumdumdum* SISTAR!! My bias are Bora and Soyu. But I also like Hyorin and Dasom. So my conclusion is I like all of them, LOL~~~ Reason? They're so good at dancing, and singing of course. What makes me so amazed by them is how they manage their breathe. They don't sound tired or lack of breathe whenever they sing and dance powerfully at the same time. And their songs are so catchy. Ahhh, I should have voted them as the best rookie group instead of ***** <- sensored.


Check out their songs and let me introduce them one by one. ^.^~

Hyorin

Bora

Soyu

Dasom

Undescribable Day~

Well, just like the title. What an underscribable day - whether it's bad or it's good. Both.

東方神起 - Share The World

Ano oozora ni todoku made
I believe hitotsu no ashita he hey

Come on let's go everybody oh we share the music
Come on let's go baby baby oh we share the one dream
Come on let's go everybody oh we share the good times
Come on let's go baby baby oh we share the one world

Kurayami mayoikomi tesaguride nazo toki
Yukisaki miezuni tachidomaru toki
Umm you and me yes kimochi wakachiau sekaini
Michibiki I feel the beat arukidashiteku oh yeah

Share the music itsudatte
Share the one dream shinjiatte
Share the good times tewotsunaide
Share the one world now! 

Ano oozora ni todoku made nandodemo boku ha yukunda
Ima koso koeteyukou I believe hitotsu no ashita he yeah yeah... 
Come on let's go baby baby oh we share the one world
Oikake owarete mebiusu no wa no ue
Chikazuki maemuki nee share shitaiyo style
Hajimaru hirogaru souzou ijyou kono flavor
Karada juu I feel so good jiyuu nareru oh yeah

Share the music tookutatte
Share the one dream tsutaeatte
Share the good times souwaratte
Share the one world now! 

Ano oozora ni todoku made nandodemo boku ha yukunda
Ima koso koeteyukou I believe hitotsu no ashita he yeah yeah... 
Mienai kabe no mukoukawani matteiru kimi ga itanda
Mousuguni todokukara I believe hitotsu no sekai he yeah yeah... 

Come on let's go everybody oh we share the music
Come on let's go baby baby oh we share the one world

Come on let's go everybody oh we share the music
Come on let's go baby baby oh we share the one dream
Come on let's go everybody oh we share the good times
Come on let's go baby baby oh we share the one world

Pathetic, Lunatic, Elastic, Fantastic, Loverholic, Robotronic, Electronic Manic Supersonic Bionic Energic..

Well, okay.. The main title is actually Pathetic and Lunatic but well yeah.. Never mind.

Okay, lazy to write in English so let me use my own language. Hari ini semua kata sifat bercampur jadi satu: deg-degan (speaking test), seneng (karena dah mo libur), kesel (karena dipaksa pergi), naik darah, emosi, bahkan sampe udah hampir ngamuk, dan akhirnya gw memilih untuk diam seribu bahasa.

Cuman karena inti judulnya pathetic n lunatic, gw menekankan di bagian kesel - diam seribu bahasa. Jadinya tuh nyokap ngajak pergi dan gw ga niat. Ke PV doang gitu, ga ada kerjaan gw kesitu. Timezone? Ada sih, tapi cuman ada Pump It. Dan gw ga bakal mo maen Pump It kalo ga ada my partner aka Nichie. Jadinya gw sempet smsan ma Nichie n berniat ngajak dia ke PV dan ternyata dia lagi disana! Kontan gw buru2 mandi (nyokap jg sempet nyuruh tadi, pake maksa pula) ya uda akhirnya pas gw selese mandi ternyata nyokap gw lagi sibuk nelponan! Gila, gimana ga kesel tuh gw? Mandi dah buru2 trus ga keramas, padahal terakhir gw keramas tuh hari jumat *salah sendiri!* Huhh..

Akhirnya, ujung2nya si Nichie dah balik, n gw bilang ke nyokap mending ke Ep aja, since ada Timezone ma my lovely Kimbap (baca: DDR) disana. Secara, gw kangen banget ama dia *dah kek apa aja* n minimal disono gw kan masih ada interest gitu. N nyokap setuju2 aja. Gw dah seneng, eh tiba2 dia pake berubah pikiran. Alesan: MACET. Gw bilang aja, "Kalo dah tau macet ngapain pergi?" Dalem ati sih gw dah nyebut2 kata2 terlarang macam sh*t, f*ck, damn, etc.. Dan ujung2nya gw terdampar di PV. Sumpah gw dah bad mood abis n mending gw ol di rumah drpd disono ga ada kerjaan cmn jadi buntut doang (nemenin dia org kesana kemari blablabla).

Kejadian ini bikin gw teringat HSM, pas Troy n Gabriella mo latian nyanyi buat musikal. Si Sharpay n Ryan ngalangin mereka abis2an, sama kek kejadian gw n Nichie. Kita kan mo latian double performance n selalu 'terhalang', lebih tepatnya. Hahahahahaha.. *really out of topic*

Electronic manic supersonic bionic energic, loverholic robotronic loverholic robotronic, so elastic fantastic fantastic fantastic fantastic elastic elastic elastic elastic ring ding dong ring ding dong rigiding rigiding ding ding (?)

SHINee - (my friend and I)'s version

Before I carry on - I'd like to apologize to SHINee World esp. Indonesian coz we don't have any idea or thoughts to insult or what because we were only joking and just for fun! LOL~~~

So in my Yahoo! Messenger, we were chatting and then we were talking randomly about.. ah, hard to explain because we always talk about something random and 'geje' alias ga jelas, hahaha! And then suddenly it became related to SHINee, don't know why.. And my friend, the one who I was chatting to, Raka (I wrote this name on purpose, so if Shawols want to bash him just do it LOL! kidding!), made a conversation like this:

ROFLMAO~~~
Once more, it was just for fun! (actually I felt a lil offended too when he said that, but I actually helped him making the other 2 members' names for jokes, too. HAHA!!!)

Mom, I Want a Wii!!!!

Same title as my current twitter status. Hope you're all not get bored with this, keke~

Well, well.. I actually have been "craving" for a Wii since a few years ago, but my mom didn't allow me to buy it - not just because of the price, but the radiation blablabla.. Urgh, that sucks. So I never asked her anymore.

But my besties, my twinnies friends (wth with those words, LOL) bought it a few weeks ago due to their successful rank. So their parents promised them that they would buy them a Wii as a reward if their ranks are quite satisfying a.k.a being in Top 10. And they did it, so finally they owned it!

And so today I went to their house, just to experiencing the Wii (sorry friend, hehe) My favorite game is Cooking Mama! It's so exciting since when I play it at computer, I only use mouse and it's so easy to play *eaaaaa* but this one is different. You know, Wii uses remote control not 'stick' that are used in Playstation. So it's more challenging and more fun, of course. Ah, it's hard to explain...

Annyeonghaseyo, Jahe-imnida! *toeeeeng*

'kay, I think it's a pathetic title. ROFL.

First thing first, let me introduce myself *wth* again, hahaha! Well, I used to dislike this nickname but now I'm kinda like it. I feel like I'm being famous these days (eaaaa) with this nickname, ofc.

So if you'd like to know where it begins..? My friend M***a made it for me. (sorry, I won't spread the name that easily :p) At first, I think 'cih, apa2an nih? nama bagus2 diganti jahe?' but then, I was "jokingly" using it for nickname at my (other) blog. And I have no idea that everyone would start calling me that. So that's where it comes from. He..he..

BUT! It's not only in my blog! But everyone (hmmm not really everyone) in my school is also starting to call me by that! 'Jahe.. jahe..' OMG. And guess what! Any other nicknames starting to appear too; pala, lada, garam, gula, kunyit, tebu, blabla.. <- this is one of my influence, woohoooo~!!!

NB: I hope with that nickname, we can be more friendly and closer friends. Saranghae~ :* (PS: never call me Ginger!)

엠블랙(MBLAQ) - Stay

이럴줄몰랐어 네가 날 떠났어 영원할것처럼 믿었는데 (no~no)
iroljulmollasso nega nal ttonasso yongwonhalgotchorom midotneunde (no~no)
그렇게 믿었는데..
geurohge midotneunde..
모든걸 걸었어 널위해서 난 다버렸어
modeun-gol gorosso nolwiheso nan daboryosso
미련하게 밀어내지 못하고 (no)
miryonhage mironeji mothago (no)
어떻게 니가 나에게 아픔을 주는건지
ottohge niga nege apeumeul juneun-gonji

Oh baby stay with me 내곁에만 있어 줘
Oh baby stay with me negyoteman isso jwo
니가 내전부였단 말야 (아아아아아아아아) Stay in my heart
niga nejonbuyotdan marya (aaaaaaaa) Stay in my heart
Oh baby stay together 나만 이렇게
Oh baby stay together naman irehge
너만 바라보고 있는건지 (이이이이이이이이) Stay in my heart
noman barabogo itneun-gonji (iiiiiiii) Stay in my heart

너는 가끔 헤어지잔 얘길 하곤해서
noneun gakkeum heojijan yegil hagonheso
이번에도 그냥 하는 얘긴줄만 알았어
ibonedo geunyang haneun yeginjulman arasso
하루 이틀 사흘 (시간은 지나는데)
haru iteul saheul (siganeun jinaneunde)
니가 돌아오길 매일 기다리는데
niga doraogil meil gidarineunde
What are you talking about all of a sudden
이유가 뭐든 (난) 끝내줄 수가 없거든
iyuga mwodeun (nan) kkeutnejul suga opgodeun

Stay with me 널 보낼 수 없는 내맘이
Stay with me nol bonel su opneun nemami
무릎꿇잖아 (말해봐) Why do you leave me
mureupkkuljana (marhebwa) Why do you leave me
모든걸 잃었어 난 어떻게 지워야할지
modeun-gol irosso nan ottohge jiwoyahalji
바보처럼 너를 잊지못하고 (no)
babochorom noreul itjimothago (no)
어떻게 니가 나에게 상처를 주는건지
ottohge niga nege sangchoreul juneun-gonji

Oh baby stay with me 내곁에만 있어 줘
Oh baby stay with me negyoteman isso jwo
니가 내전부였단 말야 (아아아아아아아아) Stay in my heart
niga nejonbuyotdan marya (aaaaaaaa) Stay in my heart
Oh baby stay together 나만 이렇게
Oh baby stay together naman irehge
너만 바라보고 있는건지 (이이이이이이이이) Stay in my heart
noman barabogo itneun-gonji (iiiiiiii) Stay in my heart

난 아직도 머물러있어 as you know i still remember
nan ajikdo momulloisso as you know i still remember
잊지못해 지울순 없어 한순간도 난
itjimothe jiulsun obso hansun-gando nan
곧 떠날 사랑에 눈이 먼 장님
got ttonal sarange nuni mon jangnim
난 그저 너에게 왔다가 간 손님
nan geujo noege watdaga gan sonnim
잔인스런 너란 미로속에 갇혔다고
janinseuron noran mirosoge gatyotdago
변덕스런 니 사랑에 미 쳤 다 고
byondokseuron ni sarange mi chyot da go
우리사이 벌어진 틈이 너무 넓어
urisai borojin teumi nomu nolbo
가끔 그런 생각이 나서 울어
gakkeum geuron senggagi naso uro
사랑을 속삭인 입 날 보던 눈빛
sarangeul soksagin ip nal bodon nunbit
전부 아무것도 아니었어? I can't believe it
jonbu amugotdo aniosso? I can't believe it

Oh baby stay with me 내곁에만 있어 줘
Oh baby stay with me negyoteman isso jwo
니가 내전부였단 말야 (아아아아아아아아) Stay in my heart
niga nejonbuyotdan marya (aaaaaaaa) Stay in my heart
Oh baby stay together 나만 이렇게
Oh baby stay together naman irehge
너만 바라보고 있는건지 (이이이이이이이이) Stay in my heart
noman barabogo itneun-gonji (iiiiiiii) Stay in my heart

Popsicle - 한 여름날 눈이 내릴 때까지 너를 사랑해

아침햇살에 눈뜨면 네가 나를 깨우고
나를 위한 아침을 하지
앞치마를 입고 웃는 네 모습이 너무 예뻐 그래서 행복해
우리 닮은 아인 둘만 낳자 한 달에 한번은 여행을 꼭 가자
싸웠을 때에도 하루는 넘기지 말자 oh!

사랑해요 오직 그대만을
평생 고백하고 싶은 말
일분일초도 쉬지 않고 하고 싶은 그 말 그 말 그 말 사랑해요
뜨거운 태양이 식을 때까지
아니 한여름에 흰 눈이 내릴 때까지 그대만을 사랑하겠어요 사랑해요

하늘에 내려온 천사라고
사막에 한 모금 물이라고
세상에 나만의 그대라고
beautiful girl you`re my world
처음 너를 봤을 때부터 너에게 난 빠져버렸어
여보야 자기야 손잡을래
영원히 나와 함께 살래

세수 안 한 모습도 참 예뻐
화장기 없는 네 모습이 더 예뻐
콩깍지라는 게 바로 이런 게 아닐까 oh!

사랑해요 오직 그대만을
평생 고백하고 싶은 말
일분일초도 쉬지 않고 하고 싶은 그 말 그 말 그 말 사랑해요
뜨거운 태양이 식을 때까지
아니 한 여름에 흰 눈이 내릴 때까지 그대만을 사랑하겠어요 사랑해요

hey! beautiful girl!
she is my girl
내가 천사라 말하는 넌
내 꿈속에 나타나버렸는걸
(oh! love me love me baby)
죽어도 나는 watching you
내 사랑은 너 only you
고장 난 가슴을 고쳐줘 내 곁엔 언제나 너야
사랑해요 나의 사랑 그대
나를 걸고 약속할게요
일분일초도 쉬지 않고 사랑해요 그대 그대 그대 나의 천사
저 별이 뜨지 않는 날까지 아니 서쪽에서 해가 뜨는 그날까지
그대만을 사랑하겠어요
사랑해요

Kara oh my Kara TT_____TT

KARA. Yeah, this is my other favorite girlgroup besides Girls Generation. Actually, I've been a fan of them since 2009. Since their explosive butt-dance 'Mister' until 'Jumping'.

But now, they're in a big trouble. I don't really understand 100% since it's their problem with the agency, DSP Media. Well, you Kamilia of course have known about this too. And I just don't wanna discuss about it. Too hurt.

I wished them for the best - the most important: THEY WILL BE ALWAYS 5. Even though they are different in agency or what else, but they have to be 5. Forever. I love you guys as a whole group, not by 1 or 2 members. And remember, no matter what happens: You guys still have Kamilias around the world to support you. (we wouldn't want you guys to be the second DBSK. now I know how Cassies feel.)

PARK GYURI - HAN SEUNGYEON - GOO HARA - NICOLE JUNG - KANG JIYOUNG - KARA HWAITING!! 

사랑해~

love, one of Kamilia who'll always support Kara

소녀시대 - 첫눈에 (Snowy Wish)

언제부터였는지 몰라
내 맘 속에 니가 가득해

항상 추웠던 내 작은 맘이
이젠 그대로 따뜻해 졌어요

어쩌면 우리 이토록 둘이 오랜 시간동안
서로를 찾아 헤맸었나봐

곁에 있는 줄도 모르고
혼자 외로워했었나 봐

좀 더 가까이 와서 나를 꼭 안아줄래
그댈 향해 뛰는 내 맘을 전하고파
어제까진 잘 몰랐던 그대 맑은 눈빛이
하얀 눈처럼 포근하게 느껴져

하루 한달 지나고 일년 이년 지나면
서로 신비감은 없어질지 몰라도

왠지 그때쯤엔 둘만 아는 세상이
생길 것만 같은 이 기분

친구 이상은 아니라고
말했던 건 물론 나지만

사실 그때 나는 잘 몰랐던 거야
그대의 진실한 미소를

어쩌면 우리 이토록 둘이 오랜 시간동안
서로를 찾아 헤맸었나 봐

곁에 있는 줄도 모르고
바보처럼 혼자 외로워했나 봐

좀 더 가까이 와서 나를 꼭 안아줄래
그댈 향해 뛰는 내 맘을 전하고파

어제까진 잘 몰랐던 그대 맑은 눈빛이
하얀 눈처럼 포근하게 느껴져

하루 한달 지나고 일년 이년 지나면
서로 신비감은 없어질지 몰라도

왠지 그때쯤엔 둘만 아는 세상이
생길 것만 같은 이 기분

하얗게 변한 거리를 봐요
소복소복 쌓여있는 눈길에

내딛고 싶어 그대 품에 안겨
우리 처음 본 첫눈 위에

좀 더 가까이 와서 나를 꼭 안아줄래
내가 지금 하고픈 말이 있어

참 고마워요 이만큼 사랑해요 이만큼
셀 수 없는 공기만큼 사랑해

하루 한달 지나고 일년 이년 지나면
서로 신비감은 없어질지 몰라도

그렇다고 해도 그럴 수 있어도
계속 그댈 사랑할게 믿어요

그대의 까만 머리가 좋지만
그대의 머리에 눈이 내린대도

왠지 그때쯤엔 둘만 아는 세상이
생길 것만 같은 이 기분

What a Tough Week - and there are still tougher weeks to go...

The title has explained everything. But today is the most unforgettable.

After few days - my group has practiced a lot for our upcoming drama which is today is the performance day. We improved a lot, and it's exciting working with them. Like usual, before the performance, I would be nervous like hell. Fyi, I got an antagonist role - and it's not too easy even though I'm like a person who's quite moody and so on. But overall, our performance was satisfying enough. Thanks guys!

And btw, there's another 'event' happened to me today. It's the third day of my period *sorry I'd have to tell this one* and so UNFORTUNATELY it stained on my skirt. NO-WAY. But FORTUNATELY, it's almost the last session. But I'd have to wash them later on. Sad TT_____TT (still hoping no one realized the stain on my skirt, except my beloved friend who told me *embarassed again*)

Well then, Thank God It's Friday but hello next week, hello tougher week, hello tests, hello assignments.

I Hate School... and Flu

Heyho, I'm baaaack~~~~

Like the title: Yes, I HATE SCHOOL. 100%. ABSOLUTELY. GIVE BACK MY LOVELY FREEDOM HOLIDAY!!!!!

But it's just a waste, it wouldn't happen now. I know.. Just trying to survive my depressing life. Well, well.. Middle-finger. 

And, 1 more thing. Crackers, you don't come on time. Why must you exist when I'm having a heavy cold + cough?!?! Like you don't want me to eat ya all huh, haha.. What-a-smart.

I HATE SCHOOL..... AND FLU!!!!!!!!