Dear Cassiopeia

I actually wanted to write this since a week ago, but I've just thought of writing it now. Well, looking at the title, yes, it's for all of Cassies around the world. Not only Cassies, actually, but all of existing fandoms as well.

First, don't feel offended, it's just my opinion. It doesn't deserve praises or bashes. I just want to let out my thought. Don't take it too seriously, too. If this can open your eyes and heart, it would be better.

WARNING: Once more it's only my thought and feeling. Don't like, don't read. No bashing!

Most Unforgettable Dream

English or Indonesian mode? Capcipcupkembangkuncupkudalarikejepitpintu okay, better Indon. XD

Usually, I would never remember my dreams before. But if it's too good, I guess I would never forget it. Like this one, hihiw..

1. Donghae n Kyuhyun in my dream

SHINee - (my friend and I)'s version

Before I carry on - I'd like to apologize to SHINee World esp. Indonesian coz we don't have any idea or thoughts to insult or what because we were only joking and just for fun! LOL~~~

So in my Yahoo! Messenger, we were chatting and then we were talking randomly about.. ah, hard to explain because we always talk about something random and 'geje' alias ga jelas, hahaha! And then suddenly it became related to SHINee, don't know why.. And my friend, the one who I was chatting to, Raka (I wrote this name on purpose, so if Shawols want to bash him just do it LOL! kidding!), made a conversation like this:

ROFLMAO~~~
Once more, it was just for fun! (actually I felt a lil offended too when he said that, but I actually helped him making the other 2 members' names for jokes, too. HAHA!!!)

S to the T to the R to the E to the SSSSS!!!

So so~~ Actually I wanted to write a lot, but I forgot it ugh.. That sucks.

I'm just going to write what I remembered. So 2 days ago, I was dreaming something weird. As we all know (really?) that I love my DDR and Pump It machine so much *halah*. So I dreamt, I was playing DDR that time. DOUBLE! Well okay, double is now like playing expert by single, and I have the ability to that now! I'm so happy lalalala~ *ga nyante* And move on in my dream... I was playing double, when suddenly the place I should stepped on broke out into 2. Aish....

But that dream showed that I really missed my DDR machine (cekacekaceka..). And the next day, I've got a good news. My mom asked us out and I could go to Timezone and met my lovely DDR machine. Oh, should I named him? I'll name him... Eunhyuk! LOL!! (don't get mad at me hey there Hyukjae's wives out there..) Because it's like a dancing machine, really? Uh.. "HYUK, COME TO MAMA!!" (and don't say I'm overreacting about it because.. I really didn't do it. I just do it from the heart *okelah ini geje abis*)

Well yesterday because we couldn't sleep, my sista and me wrote a piece of lyrics based on SHINee's song "Stand by Me"

So, the actual lyric is:

Stand by me nal parabwajwo

Ajik sarangeul morujiman

Stand by me nal jikyobwajwo

Ajik sarange sotul-jiman

But we "remake" it, into this:

Lingkungan kita tercinta

Haruslah kita pelihara

Lingkungan tempat tinggalku

Harus kita rawat dan jaga

ROFLMAOOOOO!!!!

Okay, that shows that we're really stressed out. Not really, just bored because of this holiday. It ended so fast and we're going to school as soon as possible. Damn it!

AND YES! I MOVED (?) Eh, not moved. I MADE A WP ACCOUNT, YES, FOR MY FANFICTIONS. SO DON'T SEARCH FOR MY AWFUL AWESOME FANFICS HERE, BUT AT MY WORDPRESS.

Well this account is for, like.. my stupid life stories, maybe. Hahaha~~

Well then, CIAO~ AMIGOS~ ADIOS (?) ANNYEONG~!!! ^.^/

MERRY CHRISTMAS!! ^.<~

Yoho~~ Like everyone knows now, today is CHRISTMAS!! Well actually I don't feel anything special to it coz I've always wanted Christmas tree in my house and it never comes true TT__TT #curcol

But well well, let's welcome Jesus' bornday today with joy!

And wait, I was supposed to post a Christmas' song instead of this, right? LOL~ But this is still related, SHINee's Haru OST (X-mas Ver.)

Falling Love nae soneul kkog jab-ajwo
I’m Wanna Be nae gyeot-eman-iss-eo jwo
Oh Happy Day nae modeungeol julgeoya
I Can’t Stop neoman-eul na saranghae

Oh Shiny Day nae haengboghan misowa
It’s So Sweet nae sujub-eun seolleim
Take My Heart nan neoege julgeoya
I Can’t Stop neol hyanghan naesarang-eul
Love~

dugeun dugeun geolyeo neoleul bomyeon bolsulog
nae simjang-i neomudo ttwineunde

jakku jakku ileohge maeil jogeumssig
eojeboda oneul deo saranghae
neol saranghae ~

jeo haes-salboda deo bichnaneun
halue gadeughan uli chueogdeul

neomu tteollineun ma-eum
naleul balabwajuneun
neoleul saranghandago solichyeo

Falling Love nae soneul kkog jab-ajwo
I’m Wanna Be nae gyeot-eman-iss-eo jwo
Oh Happy Day nae modeungeol julgeoya
I Can’t Stop neoman-eul na saranghae

Oh Shiny Day nae haengboghan misowa
It’s So Sweet nae sujub-eun seolleim
Take My Heart nan neoege julgeoya
I Can’t Stop neol hyanghan naesarang-eul
Love~

solichyeo ~ a

Falling Love nae soneul kkog jab-ajwo
I’m Wanna Be nae gyeot-eman-iss-eo jwo
Oh Happy Day nae modeungeol julgeoya
I Can’t Stop neoman-eul na saranghae

Oh Shiny Day nae haengboghan misowa
It’s So Sweet nae sujub-eun seolleim
Take My Heart nan neoege julgeoya
I Can’t Stop neol hyanghan naesarang-eul
Love~

MERRY CHRISTMAS EVERYONE~!! 메리크리스마스여러분!!! ^.<~

So Random

Berhubung bingung lagi pengen nge-post tentang apaan.. Ya campur2 saja deh ^.^v

I Broke That... Again
Eeeek.. Dari kemaren itu hari sial gw terus deh. Jadi pas malem2 uda mo tidur, gw mau rapetin gorden jendela kamar gw. (serem soalnya kalo ga dirapetin) Terus itu gorden suka macet2 gitu kalo mau dirapetin, berhubung gw tipe orang yg ga sabaran, gw tariknya agak pake tenaga. Alhasil... BUAGHHHH <- suara teralis copot. Bagus, niceeee... Terus tuh anak 1 pake berisik segala lagi. Ya, siapa lagi kalo bukan si babo adek gw. Uda kayak emak2, mungkin bales dendam karena tiap hari gw gituin terus kali ya. HAHA. So not funny~ Yah, akhirnya gw pasang lagi pake sapu lidi, gw sodok2 deh ujung teralisnya, biarpun agak miring dan tak meyakinkan.

Esok harinya.. Itu teralis masih dalam posisi yg kemaren gw benerin. Gw pikir, masalah selesai. Eh ga taunya, pas gw mau rapetin lagi tuh gorden, ga pake tenaga kali ini, tiba2 BRUKKK <- jatoh semua teralisnya. SO NICE. Sekarang jendela gw bener2 botak, ga ada gorden ama sekali. Kebetulan itu pas gw uda mau berangkat ke PV pula. Ya udah gw bohwat deh, tinggalin aja.

Pulang2 dari PV.....
Gw masuk ke kamar gw dengan was2. *uda kayak FF gayanya* Pas gw buka pintunya... *horror sound #lebay* Jengjeeeeng~ Jendela gw diplester (?) maksudnya ditutup pake.... KORAN. HAHAHAHAHAHA!! #ngakakgulinggulingdilantaibarengmyyeobo

Dan untuk beberapa saat kamar gw bau koran, ga enak banget tuh bau, kayak... *ga jadi menjelaskan* Pokoknya gitu deh. Oops ouch terrible *Taemin style*

Another Pump It Story..
Pada saat di PV kemarin..
Pada awalnya gw seneng, karena gw bisa ke Timezone dan maen Pump It. Tapi semua itu sirna, karena Pump It selalu rame dan parahnya, yg maen itu bukan sembarangan orang kayak gw yg masih pemula nan cupu ini. Aka.. yg uda pro semua! Astajim..

Parahnya lagi, ga ada yg mau temenin gw maen. Adek gw, mana mungkin dia mau. DDR aja uda sok belagu malu. Apalagi Pump It yg dia ga bisa sama sekali. Theli onnie, beh.. Dia trauma kali. *sarcasm laugh* Dan gw ga bisa kabur lagi, karena gw udah gesek kartunya. Ughhh.. Di dalam hati, Nichieeee I need youuuu!!


Ya sudahlah, dgn pasrahnya.. Pas bagian gw, ya uda deh dengan tanpa urat malunya gw maen2 aja. Bodo deh, tuh orang jago mau remehin gw kek, mau bilang gw cups kek, blagu kek, BODO AMAT. Liat aja, taun depan! Pasti gw ama Nichie (alias my partner) udah bisa Double Performance! CAMKAN ITU!! #apasihlu

And I always wondering...
Dimana2 gw kalo maen DDR, ketemu orangnya pasti itu2 doang. Terlalu tergila2 kali ya? (kayak lu sendiri ga aja, Jess) Weh tapi gw ga segila itu. Kalo gw seminggu sekali kesitu, ato 2 kali, mereka selalu ada disana. Dan udah jago2, of course. Huyuh~ *menyeka keringat dingin (?)*

Di Pump It juga sama. Waktu gw pertama nyoba Pump It Senin kemaren, ketemu orang itu. Lagi maen Pump It, dengan lincahnya dan jagonya *pasrah*. Eh kemaren pas gw kesitu, ketemu dia lagi. *nepok jidat* KAPAN GW BISA KAYAK GITU?!?!?!?!


Well, last post.. Ga berhubungan ama yg 2 di atas. (Emang yg 2 itu jg berhubungan? Berhubungan ding, kan di hari yg sama. EW~)
I Fell in Love with.... SM The Ballad!! (#GUBRAKKK)
Who wouldn't fell in love with them? *halah* The 4 handsome (actually 2 only #PLAKK) men singing ballad songs with powerful and super-merdu voice. Aih aih~ >////<


Awalnya sih suka SMTB karena ada my yeobo Jonghyun. Tapi lama2 gw kepincut juga sama suara dan lagunya. Ohhh~




Damn that 108 thumbs down!! 

ROMEO~~~ ㅋㅋ

In the middle of a jungle... I mean tests XD ...I still go online! Woohoooo~!! And today is my sister's birthday!!

"생일축하합니다~ 생일축하합니다~" ♫


Well actually it's really not a purpose for me to blog about her birthday, LOL kidding :p I'm blogging this because I feel really thankful to my 2 sister's friends that I consider as my own lil sistas~ 티파니 & 젠니!! They gifted my sister a really special album, it's SHINee's Romeo that I've always been looking for.. And the back cover is my yeobo Kim Jonghyun *..*

~MY ROMEO~

고마워, 사랑해~ ♥

SM The Ballad - 너무그리워 (Missing You) [English Translation]

It hurts since I can’t forget that
Looks like here is not the place where you’re supposed to be

You don’t have to hold back for me
It all will end someday too anyway

My love just can’t seem to reach you
Just as much as the amount of tears that flowed, it’s still far away to go

I have to forget you, I miss you so much
Even if you never know how much it hurts, I will forget

I’m a fool, you know me
My heart’s been ripped apart, but I can only smile

I’ll still be waiting for you till forever
As I will keep hiding my tears
Would you come back to me?

My love just can’t seem to reach you
Just as much as the amount of tears that flowed, it’s still far away to go

I have to forget you, I miss you so much
Even if you never know how much it hurts, I will forget

To forget you, even to erase you
For me they are very difficult things to do

My love just can’t seem to reach you
Just as much as the amount of tears that flowed, it’s still far away to go

I have to forget you, I miss you so much
Even if you never know how much it hurts, I will forget

My heart just doesn’t seem to reach you
Tears keep rolling down like crazy
I think I can’t do it
I can’t forget you
Even if I just feel like dying
I can’t let go of your love
I’m alive this way

SM The Ballad

P.S.: Yg di-italic itu bagiannya my Jjong kekeke XD

[Promotion] U-Kiss and SHINee fanbase @ Twitter

Annyeong~~
This is a fanbase for U-Kiss and SHINee, and this is also the FIRST for both group's fanbase ever. Follow: U_KissSHINee

Gamsahamnida~

(and don't gorget to follow mine, JjongRin04 ;)

Super Pathetic Day

Hello guys, yeah.. I should be at school now but due to my sickness, I'm in 'holiday' for 3 days + 2 other days for not being able to join Outbound thingy. I was quite glad not joining because.. yeah, I'm not that dare to try the wild adventures out there. But now it changes. I wanna go outbound so badly D'X So I can let it out from my heart, EVERYTHING!!

What's the real meaning of 'pathetic' today is.. My 1st lovely bias, whose name I always used in every account, whose photo I set as my wallpaper in my phone, whose picture I used as my twitter background, whose picture I put in my wallet, who goes first when I think of everything.. Has broken my heart into pieces. Really. Okay, he's not even knows I'm exist.

Horror Experience + Other Geje2 Event~~

ANNYEOOOONGGG~~
TGIF!!
Hahahahaha XD

So to the point saja.. Hari ini gw ngalamin campuraduk, asli dah! Jadinya gini loh.. Eh sblm gw to the point, ini cuplikan kejadian geje yg terjadi di PV tadi (tepatnya di toko Charles & Keith)
Gw (Jess): Pengen sepatu sendalllll~~
Mami: Ya uda noh bagus tuh 1..
J: Oce deh..
M: Eh tapi kekecilan tuh, minta yg gedean gih..
J: Oke deh mami..
~setelah beberapa saat, udah klop ama pilihan yg 1 itu~
M: Ci, bagusan yg coklat ato putih?
J: Putih..
M: Ah masa sih?
J: Eh coklat deh!
M: Jadinya mami beli yg mana yaaaa?
J: Terserah mami, mo beli beli aja deh *dgn nada ga niat*

Nah abis itu kan akhirnya jadi beli deh gitu2.. Menurut gw nyokap lagi baik hari ini soalnya tiba2 ngebeliin gw sepatu gitu, Charles & Keith pula! Cmn di dalem hati udah ada perasaan ga enak nih ga tau kenapa.. Eh beneran ga taunya itu belanjaan 2 kantong gw semua yg disuruh bawa.. PREEEETTTTT!!!!

~back to topic~

Campur Aduk @..@"

Annyeooooong~~

Yak kali ini mood saya ibarat es campur *geje lu ah* They are back to Korea, but I still can't let it go off my mind DX

Gw dah firasat kurang bagus kalo mereka tetep jadi kesini, kesatu, dah tau lah.. Gw gak bisa dateng. Yg kedua, PASTI ADA KERUSUHAN DEH!! Aigoooo~~ Sekarang my lovely Jjong sakit pula gara2 cedera otot T_T (but your muscles are still hot HAHAHAHA *readers: gak nyambung luuuuu*)

WAIT FOR ME GUYS, I'LL FLY TO SEOUL SOMEDAY~~~~~ *BGM: Fly to Seoul - 2PM*

Btw, gw lagi nontonin vids yg pas mereka lagi di Taiwan.. Beh ternyata Mandarinnya Onew & my lovely Jjong tuh patut diacungin jempol hahahaha! Gw jadi termotivasi lagi buat belajar (karena emg sebenernya gw dipaksa belajar mandarin padahal gw ga niat.. but you made it hubby!)

Last but not least, SAENGIL CHUKAHAMNIDA URI DONGHAE OPPA and MY LOVELY*uek* AHJUSSI~!! Wish u both all the best, and never ever forget to treat me HAHAHAHA *evil laugh*

Not Strong Enough?? ㅠ.ㅠ

AH HARI INI ADALAH HARI YG MENYENANGKAN ATAU MENYEDIHKAN KIRA2?!?!

Yup, hari ini entah hari yg menyenangkan atau menyedihkan.. Coz SHINee is in Jakarta now! Now flashback~

[10.10.10] 12.20 AM

Hari itu nyokap ngajakin ke Plaza Senayan, buat jalan2 gitu.. Nah padahal gw lagi ga keinget soal itu T_T Tapi tiba2 gw ngelewatin tempat dmn mereka bakal perform 2 hari lagi, yaitu Tennis Indoor Senayan!! Yg langsung gw liat tuh lapangan bola ijo2 gitu *dalem ati mikir: SHINee bakal manggung di lapangan kayak gini?!* Eh ternyata di indoornya hihihi..

Trus di sepanjang jalanannya itu banyak bendera dgn tulisan Indonesia-Korea Week 11-16 October.. Gmn gw ga keinget terus kan?? Sumpah di perjalanan itu nyesek abis. Gw jadi agak2 nyesel mau ikut kesitu. Sekarang gw jadi mikir, 10-10-10 itu bukan tgl baik sama sekali, malah buruk bgt. Oke gw mungkin agak lebay, tapi ini uda ga bisa dipungkirin lagi.. Rasanya gw kayak ngebuang kesempatan yg cmn dateng sekali seumur hidup, ya biarpun umur gw masih cukup panjang... (kecuali 2012 itu beneran terjadi T_T)

Untungnya abis dari PS, kita pun berlanjut ke Pluit Village tapi nyokap cmn pgn beli batik.. Nah gw ambil kesempatan ini buat ngelayap ke WOM alias World of Music. And guess what.... GW BELI ALBUM LUCIFER AKHIRNYA!! HAHA~

~end of flashback~

Pagi ini mereka tiba di bandara Soekarno-Hatta kira2 jam 7 pagi.. Gw sebenernya pengeeeeen banget nyambut mereka, tapi tau sendiri lah 'you-know-what' (baca: sekolah =3=) Mana hari ini ada ulangan.. Untung tadi gw masih konsen ngerjainnya fuh~

And pas tabog.. Hari ini bikin pastel tutup tapi menurut gw agak mirip2 pasta gitu.. Isinya ada macem2 sayuran biarpun ada sosis macaroni dkk, tapi gw paling anti ma yg namanya sayur.. Cuman ga tau kenapa hari ini sayuran pun terasa enak, mungkin karena mereka lagi di jakarta kali ya hahahahahahha *author lebay lagi*

Oke deh, sampe sini aja deh post saya yg 1 ini.. Annyeong~

P.S.: Hari ini gw jg uda dpt mixstyle headphone-nya yuhuuuuu~~ *geje*

Make Me Strong, God T_T

Annyeong readers~ ^^
Saya ga tau bener2 harus sedih ato seneng.. Coz spt yg uda diketaui kalo SHINee bakal dtg ke indo.. tapi gw jadi dilema T_T

Mereka tuh dateng ke Indo pas tgl 12 oktober, hari selasa.. Acaranya sekitar malem2.. Di Senayan pula, bukan fanmeeting jadi pasti ga dpt ttd.. Biarpun Arirang ngasih tiket gratis, gw jg belom tentu bisa dateng.. Karena ga ada yg anter dan belom tentu diijinin ortu..

Harusnya gw seneng mereka mau dateng ke indo yg jelas2 biasanya artis korea jarang datengin, apalagi yg dateng tuh my 4ever favorite group.. Tapi gw bener2 jadi dilema T_T

Mungkin gw agak jahat dan egois, tapi gw ga tau mesti berharap apa lagi.. Gw cmn bisa berharap mereka ga jadi dateng aja ato kalopun mereka jadi dateng...moga2 gw ga sedih karena kesempatan emas yg gw buang begitu aja.. Bukannya gw ga seneng, bukannya gw ga usahain.. Mianhae my SHINee >.<

I'll always support you guys wherever we are, how far we are, maybe you're all never knew I even existed, but you always knew Shawols are exist and always be there to support all of you~ 사랑해 ♥

My First FF~

Yoyoyo~ This is my first FF of all! After thinking too long finally I've got a very nice idea LOLOL~ But before you read my FF, please take a note/warning below..
WARNING:
This is not 100% my idea, hmm maybe 85% *plakked*
No guarantee for not being able to sleep etc (?) XD
Don't take it too serious, this is just a fiction (even though myself hoping this for being true >//<) I apologized if my English is not very good, I'm still learning like all of you~ Enjoy my FF! :D
Genre: Romance
Rated: 15+ PG


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Cast:

• Choi Minho
• Me (?!) XD
• Lee Donghae
• Krystal (this character is not that important here 3:D)
• another SHINee member~
• etc.

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